I fucken love you. Without you, I would die! You’re the most strongest person I know, even when life pushes you down. You stand strong and I admire you for putting up with dad. I don’t know how you stay so patient with him because I know if I was ever in your position, I would leave. I’m sorry for all the times I upset you and made you disappointed. I’m sorry for being like dad and short tempered. I know we argue often and I get annoyed by you but deep down, I’m just too stubborn to say sorry so just know each time we fight, I am truly sorry. I know I need to start appreciating you more and show you that I love you, so this year I will keep from fighting with you and give you less stress. I could go on and on about my mom but I will just leave it at that<3
Mmm, are you asking me in general? it really depends on your boyfriend cause each guys like different things. I wouldn’t get him a gift but plan a whole date and surprise him throughout the day with little cute activities.
You will have one hell of a time making me your girlfriend and I hope you’re up for the challenge. I admit I will play hard to get, but just to see how much you want to be with me. I will push you to your limits just to see how much you can take. I am apologizing ahead of time for my actions and stubbornness. I know I will drive you crazy and make you want to kill yourself but I pinky swear, I’ll make you happy. There might be times where I upset you and anger you but in time you’ll be used to my ways. I have cracks of flaws in which I hope you’ll learn to love.
I intentionally push guys that try to talk to me to talk to my girl friends because I know my friends would have more potential of being a better girlfriend. I don’t know why I do that but I see some girls deserve to talk to a guy rather than me. Plus I guess I always want what I don’t have so half the time, I’m chasing a nigga thats hard to get rather than just going for the ones that do want to talk to me. Before anything, I introduce them to my other girls and if they hit it off, they hit it off. I know I’ll hurt them in the end. I always end up being the heart breaker when it comes down to serious relationships because I don’t like being tied down for too long or I’m just too independent. I don’t need a guy to support me cause by the end of the day, you are on your own. If I was a guy, I probably wouldn’t even date me.. real talk. I’m a handful, I’m bitchy, I rebel, I’m stubborn. I’m overall a jerk when it comes down to it. I won’t deny it because I know how I am and no good guy deserves to put up with a girl like me.
What can I say? I love you to death, you’re my twin, my sister, my best friend, my ride or die, my gutta. You been down for me since the beginning of high school and through everything; we’re at our best. I love you and I am thankful to have a best friend like you. You understand me, you hold me down, you pick me up when I get out, I pick you up when you need someone. Babygirl we’ve been through hell and back together, we faced hard times together, we face arguments between each other but those are what makes this bond so much stronger. We fight, we make up, we argue, we disagree but no matter what obstacle is thrown at us, we end up on top pushing the bullshit aside. Right now you’re going through a rough patch and just yesterday we had a girls day and its been forever since we just sat on my bed and hung and talked and laughed. Our lives have been so busy with school, work, and etc so I know there are those fading moments but just know I’m here no matter what. We’d be two lost souls without each other, and you know it<3
Day 1: Write a letter to your ex boyfriend/girlfriend.
We went through one hell of a roller coaster but through all that I know what we had was real and all the memories we created would never fade. You were the one who brought me happiness when I was sad, you took care of me whenever I was wasted, you took care of me when I was sick. You were the shoulder I leaned on through rough times and I’m thankful you stuck by me even when I was a bitch and stubborn. You put up with all my shit and you held on and I’m sorry for where we’re at. I don’t regret anything we had nor do I regret ever being with you. I loved everything we share and how comfortable we were together. Thank you for involving me in your life and introducing me to your family. They are truly great and I loved how welcoming your mom was. I’m sorry for ending our relationship and I’m sorry for what I put you through but we both knew we were too stubborn to change for each other. You could never accept my friends, guy or girl and I couldn’t deal with your jealousy so it was best we went our seperate ways. Whenever you’re ready to be friends with me, I’ll be here but I won’t go out of my way to keep you as friends because I know how hard it’ll be for you. So when you’re ready, I’ll be here to comfort you and be your friend..
Day 1: Write a letter to your ex boyfriend/girlfriend. Day 2: Write a letter to your best friend. Day 3: Write a letter to the person you like. Day 4: Write a letter to your mom. Day 5: Write a letter to someone you hate. Day 6: Write a letter to someone you just met. Day 7: Write a letter to the person you had the best memories with. Day 8: Write a letter to one of your teachers. Day 9: Write a letter to your dad. Day 10: Write a letter to yourself.
Not remember shit we went over last class. GREAT. Good thing is, I skipped fifth and slept in! :D My mom was like even offering me to stay home but the good child I am, decided to go to school (: My facebook and tumblr isn’t locked anymore so this is going to be a long week, haha. I should really lock myself out for awhile >.<
I like playful relationships. I’ll call you a dumbass and a fag cause saying ‘babe’ all the time gets old. I’ll bite you. I’ll laugh at you. I’ll push your buttons just to see you get mad cause it’s cute. I’ll hit you playfully.. I’ll hold you from behind. I’ll make stupid faces with you. We’ll do stupid things.
I know that we keep saying we will hang out, but it never happens. I know that we use to be really good friends but have faded. I want to say I'm kind of sorry, but I know we both have our own different lives. However, I want to make it up to you and mend back our friendship. I promise that I will hang out with you whenever I come back to Houston, that is if you would want that. I miss you Ann. And I know you have your own problems, don't forget that I am here if you need someone to listen to.
Aww thanks baby! I love you and always know I’m here for you too. We’ve been friends for so long and we have good memories. When you’re back we need to plan a whole day of catching up and etc!<3
I am single so I should just be enjoying talking to guys and having fun instead of moping of the past. It’s funny because each time we talk, I have hope things will move forward but as always, we’re stuck in neutral going nowhere. But that’s okay because I realized I can feel the same for you yet be able to just keep you off my mind. I won’t say you’re a waste of time but you make things not worth it as they used to be. I gotten used to you coming and going and slowly it’s not becoming such a hard acception. By this time, I am used to it and I expect it so I don’t put as much hope into you. I won’t lie, this time I thought it’d be different but each time you come back, nothing changes. I don’t need a relationship or a nigga behind me, I can stand on my two feet and that’s just what I’ll do. It’ll be nice to have someone by you or to comfort you but that’s what friends are for.
I was going through my old journal last year and man I had a shitty year with guys. I met plenty of assholes and let them get to me. I was so blinded by sweet talk, and love. I held on to people that weren’t even worth my presence. This year it’ll be different. This year I won’t let no fool into my life. I know better and I need to remind myself never let a nigga in too early. Those that wait are worth the wait. I realized I’m the type to look for a long relationship but I get bored easily. I start to get annoyed and I don’t know. Nowadays I just want to flirt and all but I know along those lines I’ll get attached while the guys play it as a game so I swore to myself that I’ll be the player and let no nigga get the best of me.
My friend changed my password so I can’t get in it so I can focus on school. I’m happy because it had been such a distraction to me. I could still get back in in because I can click forget password but I decided not having the password is for the best. I’ll be able to access on the weekends so my week should be productive. Hehe anywho college classes start this week and yeah it’s going to suck. I’m not ready to be sitting in lectures and shit blahh.
This weekend was CRAZY! So much had happened and it was so intense. Friday I just spent the day hanging with my girl Kimberly helping her turn in applications then we helped her cousins move stuff for her new apartments. Later I was with a couple friends at the mall then went to get tapioca and chilled around. Saturday was my dads place grand reopening so I worked all day then at night I went to Roxy and let’s just say my girls are good kissers and I was having lots of fun! I actually like kissing girls because they have that hair to grab and ahh! Anywho then drama happened with my ex and friends and blahh. Then just chilled the rest of the night. Sunday I worked all day again and had a chill night. Monday I just slept ate and went grocery shopping with a friend. Overall it was a fun weekend and I would want to relive it again :)