You give me a feeling that I never felt before And I deserve it, I think I deserve it Its becoming something that’s impossible to ignore And I can’t take it I was wondering maybe Could I make you my baby If we do the unthinkable would it make us so crazy If you ask me I’m ready, I’m ready, I’m ready If you ask me I’m ready, I’m ready, I’m ready
My sweetie fell asleep so I’ma just blog a little. Maybe write a little something something to make him smileyyy, haha. Anywho I’ve been craving sweets 24/7 all dayy. Damn those monthly cycles for girls. I’m sorry for being such a bitch lately baby err for these past couple days. I’ve been so easily annoyed and irritated that every little thing pisses me off. Thank you for putting up with me, just an couple more days and I’ll stop having such mood swings. Haha I miss you so much! I wish I could be laying next to you, but sigh not tonight D: Plus yo ass knocked out without saying anything to me but its all good. I’ma knock out soon too. I can’t wait to see you tomorrow and hopefully will get to layy with you tomorrow night<3 Without being in your arms, I sleep uneasy honey.
Summer’s been busy and full of random fun. My week consists of school, work every other day and all weekend, and whatever at night and after school on days I have off. Last night was Huy’s birthday party and I had a blast, minus another fight with my boyfriend. In the end we worked things out as always and knocked out together. Well I was still up, couldn’t sleep for shit so morning he took me home to get my stuff and went back to his house. Skipped school cause I knew I wouldn’t be able to stay awake in that damn Philosophy class. Slept all morning and was so tired all day. We spent our day at home sleeping and in bed talking, well I spent my time sleeping while he played games on my phone, haha. What a lazy day. We were suppose to go to the outlet but man I couldn’t even keep my eyes open. Hopefully this weekend will be fun too without the fights but by the end of the night I know he and I will still be laying side by side<3
annwinx3: ill kick your ass all the way back to VN haha annwinx3: jus kidding! hahaha annwinx3: <33 vun872: haha i wish u could annwinx3: gooood so i wont have to see you vun872: so i dont have to see ur koala bear face everyday vun872: haha u were stealing my idea vun872: biatch annwinx3: hahha annwinx3: i said it first vun872: baby i miss u like crazy annwinx3: Slow wa vun872: haha nah vun872: u r slow vun872: f u annwinx3: niggga eff you too
Sure, I talk to other guys but I don't talk to them like the way I talk to you. Sure, those other guys can make me smile, but not make me smile as much you do. Sure, they can make me laugh but not make me the laugh like the way you do. Yeah, theres a lot of other guys out there, but listen, none of them can compare to you. Those other guys can holla and whatever, but my eyes and heart are set on you.
It feels like another insomnia night. I need to study for my philosophy test and finish packing but I keep getting side tracked. I’m worn out, tired, and just wanna stay in bed all day. Nights like these where I wish I was laying by my boyfriend but even I can’t turn to him right now. Major FML moment. My eyes feel heavy but I need to get shit donee D:
Just because somebody flirts with you, Doesn’t mean they like you. Just because somebody likes you, doesn’t mean they wanna go out with you. Just because they wanna go out with you, Doesn’t mean they love you. Just because somebody loves you, Doesn’t mean they won’t hurt you. Because people lie, things change. boyfriends cheat, & “Bestfriends” ditch. And there are always gonna be those people who would kill to see you fall.
“I know they say the first love is the sweetest, But that first cut is the deepest I tried to keep us together, you were busy keeping secrets, Secrets you were telling everybody but me. Don’t be fooled by the money I’m still just young and unlucky I’m surprised you couldn’t tell
But the spotlight makes you nervous And you’re looking for a purpose I was only tryna get ahead”
Goodness, I won’t be surprised if I play this album about fifty times tonight.
So I haven’t blogged in awhile. Summer’s off to a great start. Going out, partying, late night talks, feels exactly like how summers suppose to be. Minus the summer class coming up but it’ll only be in the morning and just the first monthh. I’ve always been against clubbing and such but there’s a first for everything. I mean there isn’t anything bad about it but I think too much of it, isn’t good. This weekend should be a blast, again (:
I’m currently stuck on the phone with my babyy at a party I was gonna go to ]< He’s like half drunk I think, but I don’t even know cause he doesn’t know either. Haha niggas playing cards, as always. I’m thankful for you baby, you’ve tooken care of me everytime well not every time but every other time I’ve been fucked up. I’m most thankful for last weekend. I don’t think I would’ve made it home safe without you. Even though we fought at the club, even though we were arguing and mad, you ended up taking care of me and showing me you truly would be there for me. In the beginning, we were just there for each other from our break ups, from our heartaches, but along those lines you fell for me and not even knowing I fell for you. LOL Remember when you would say to me “You’ll fall for me first without knowing”, well niggaaa you fell for me first without knowingg. HA suckaaa (: Our relationship consists of talking shit to each other but that what makes me love our bond. Wherever I go, you’re there to take care of me, you let me have fun and look out for me. We’ve had our ups and downs, which just made us realize how much we care for each other. The feeling I get when we’re kicking each other asses, and abusing each other. Even though you can get on my nerves, you also calm em. You’ve become an impact on me and each minute I spend with you, I feel my cheek bones grow tired of smiling<3
This weekend; if things go according to plan. Things will be fun and great. Lil Crazed is coming to Houston, near my work area so hopefully I’ll get to go visit him with my girl! Before that I have work, and maybe hit up a party with her then go there.