I want to start this day over. I want to redo this day. I want to be back at work. I want to be back with Ivy and everyone. They made me smile, made me keep my mind off things. I had funn. Sitting at home just makes everything hit me. Everything that is going on is really happening. Everything I hoped wouldnt happen really happened. Sigh, I keep telling myself I should have known better but like a...
I think sometimes you have to lose someone...
janineebby: (via fearlessfight)
WTF!?!? no eating meat for lent!
jbeastsfc: my mom made me eat fish and rice. the fucking fish is like the whole fish in mini sizing and im suppose to eat it like this?!?!?! asians i swear. lol HAHA I ate calamari, shrimp, and sushi. Not full ]:
CLOSED OFF FROM LOVE DIDN'T NEED THE PAIN
I’m dying inside, it hurts, it aches. I hate this feeling. I rather not feel at all. Please just take my heart out and take the pain. I’m already empty inside, idc. idgaf. Poppingg, not giving a fuck. Only thing that can keep me from having uneasy nights, only thing to help me sleep all the way through.
Fucked up is the way to gooo
Fuck fuck fucked up fuck everything up Im such a fuck up, fml. GAW aksdgaslkjgksaldgksalg OUT OF ITT FUCK
It hurts, it really does. I may play it off, I may look mad, I may act like I hate you, but deep down. Im aching. Deep down I tell myself hold it together. I don’t need this hurt, I don’t need this pain. I need happiness. You were my happiness, but you were just a figment of imagination. You turned out to be everything I was scared of, everything I hope not. Now I’ve fallen and...
sheila noogen!: happy 2nd month baby! →
happy 2nd month hun! [: my gosh our second month has been up and down! my god fuckin crying every single week over you. -__-” but we did have hella good times with eachother[x damn we been feeling like crap over bullshit the past two weeks. we can fight a thousand times a day. but i know… AWW thats so cutee, congrats you twoo, wish you the best. Jimmy knows not to fuck with youu, <3
You’re full of bullshit.
“All the lies you told were right in front of me” What was I thinking, why do I keep trying to fix something not there. You played me like a fool over and over. Each time you came back, each time you told me a bigger lie. I blame myself for giving you so many chances, now I see that it was all bullshit. All for nothing. Think twice before you dare step back into my life because I...
One last chance, make it right. All or nothing. Your pick.
I’m so behindd. I need to stop procrastinating and set my priorities straight.
Lents coming up! Oh jooyy, no meat Fridays. Mmm, Im giving up Tapioca, junk food, and soda. I was going to give up cursing but Im not sure that will last longg. Field trip today to that park was horriblee, planting trees in a half watery pond was nastyyy. Oh welll got some community service and missing class is all that counts. Let’s call it a nightt.
Through everything I still love you, why is that?
SUCH A PRETTY DAYYY (:
I hate starting over. Its hard trying to get the hang of using new sites, argh. haha. calling it a nightt.
It kills me
The confusion, the lies. What is the truth now? It was too good to be true, it was all so hard to believe. My feelings, my instincts. I should have known better, I should have learned the last times. In the end, hurt and pain is along my side. Happiness comes and go. Speechless, blank. I love you becomes more meaningless from you. The more I think of this, the more I want to just forget you. I...